Sorry guys, i won't be online for a while and i won't be able to submit any art until i can buy myself a computer. i think i have around 400 dollars saved but i have to get it tho. then i have to figure out how to order the computer. since i don't have a credit card. I think i'll buy a dell, since a mac can't play any games on it (sims, and all those CD games) so until then, i will be M.I.A. and will be able to come back online every monday and the occasional "parents-won't-be-home" event.

So what has happened lately?

oh, i've been doing well in physical therapy, and i'm in therapy now too. again. i was put on anti-depressants and taken off of it after a month being on it. I don't like anti-depressants. they make fabricated feelings and while i was on them, i had this really scary dream where i had to watch my friends being chopped up into pieces while i waited my turn. this scared the shit out of me, pardon my french. i told my mom how i was feeling a couple weeks ago when we had a small fight.

so, my dad doesn't like me being on the anti-depressants too, as he asked mom to not give me them that night. my doctor, thought the solution to what was happening was to put me on a higher dose of A-D's. he did the same thing when i was on Prozac too. Which i took myself off of because i was choking on them each time i took it.

I've had 2 or 3 emotional breakdowns last week, all the stress that has built up because of the surgery just came rushing to me when i got upset because of a few things that happened in school.

right now, i'm at my friend's house using her computer as she plays L.A. Noire. As she runs over innocent people and crashes into cars and light poles. I'm gonna be scared when she starts driving. she said she's gonna be scared when i start driving... hey, i only got stuck in the club house a few hundred times in maidmarion! plus, got stuck in a tree a few 50 times. .____________.